
Battlefield
Spiraling downward – under its spell
I’ve come to a crossroad – I finally fell
The loss, the pain, the torment, the hurt
Why can’t I see – this will lead me to dirt
Its taken me over before I could blink
Made me forget – how to dream – how to think
The anguish, the doubt, the fear, and the pain
Am I living this life – has it all been in vain?
Thoughts are held in, words are not said
The things that I wonder – include being dead
The one in the mirror is no one I know
No Spirit, no energy, no internal glow
Confused and condemned to my personal hell
Not feeling my feelings, I am merely a shell
I lost who I am – I can’t get it back
The courage, the struggle – to find the right track
Moment to moment finding the light
The feelings of hope – I no longer fight
The true me is present – I’m all I can be
My soul has been saved – I am finally free
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James Spinner
Truly inspiring heartfelt words. The intensity of emotions are captivating to the point of having a better understanding of the torment my son has been living with. Thank you for sharing and providing the opportunity to learn.
Ashley Lavallee
So beautifully written. Shedding light on darker times. It’s a true gift. You are so loved my dear friend. I’m so proud of you and being able to watch your journey has been nothing short of inspirational. Keep shining.
Sarah Bond
I am so proud of the work you have done and the amazing person I am seeing again. You give me hope that change and growth are possible. You are positivity and strength.